1. When you can't sleep for weeks, you are never fully awake, nor you are ever trully asleep. There is a line between a world in your mind and the world around you. This particular line is quite thick in casual circumstances, because of the contrast of sleep and awakeness. When those contrast stances become less contrast, line gets thinner, worlds begin to merge. The more those worlds differ, the more nasty it gets. If very different worlds merge completely, a new world will be created anihilating both past ones in process. Wether inside your mind or in the outside world around you (both inside and outside will be affected by the new one).

2. There is huge difference between "being sorry"(not the politeness issue or when you show your condolences) and "asking for forgiveness". In first case you yourself are relieving your own sense of guilt, in other one you are asking somebody else to relieve you of sense of guilt. If you are guilty - you ask for forgiveness, being sorry - helps only you.

3. "Respect" is a basic level of social ethiquette towards other being. What goes beyond is called "admiration", what goes below is called "despise".

4. "Daydreaming" is a way of mind to sattisfy it's owner on a spiritual level. "Thinking" is a research.

5. "Death" is not the answer, it's a question. Answering with "Death" to any "question" you only create more questions. Objectively thinking, that it resolves something is a mistake. Subjective death removes the "subject" part, therefore "death" can be only objective.

6. If you want to find out what kind of person you or somebody else is, get them drunk. Sometimes you can analyse parents of that person and hope to perceive some genes expressions. Drunk person's "limits" and "breaks" get removed by alcohol and you can see their "real" or darker sides (eg. agression, carelessness, lack of shame, etc.) minus the clumsiness cause by alcohol affecting coordination. Ofcourse there is one exception, if the person is strong willed and does not show particular change in behaviour (minus clumsiness), it means that person is strong enough to hold controll over his demons and darker sides. Parents analysis is also inefficient in case of strong will.
P.S. Applies to both sexes.

7. "Hatred" is a far better energy source than "one way love". "One way love" makes you sad, weak, self-humiliated and addicted. "Hatred" marks your enemy, gives you adrenaline rushes, makes you a survivor, only thing you need is a weapon. In the end it's better to be a survivor soldier seeking a weapon with a goal of enemy anihilation, than a sad, weak, humiliated timewasting addict.
P.S We are soldiers - live or die, "one way lovers" wait and cry.